10/02/11 | Spot it ~
I really need to stop saying “you know”, “like” and “whatever”. Cause you know, it’s like.. ugh, whatever.
Yep, like that.
I just downloaded their albums again. Deleted them due to some people. lol but listening to them kinda breaks my heart. Lol Memories can never be altered. I wish I didn’t do some of the things I did. I wish I didn’t hurt the people who loved me like that. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want those people back on my life like that. Lol It’s just that, I wish I wasn’t that mean and evil.
Sometimes.. a question bugs my head.
What if the problem was really me and not him?
Grabe. Hi, Lhei =))
I just have toooo. :))
- Playing Basketball
- Riding a Skateboard
- Playing with kids
- Wearing V-neck Shirts
- Wearing Dunks and Vans
- You, just the way you are.
just perfect. <3
Di bale na lang kaya. Ngunit mahal ko siya..
kanta po sakin ni @ilovefoodmuch.
Mali pala kanina. Sorry. XD
This is a scene/short story I wrote.
Feel free to not read.
“Good morning! Sorry, I wasn’t able to reply last night. I fell asleep. Hope you have a good day! :)”
“Naah, it’s okay. Hope you have a good one, too. Good morning!”
“Why you up so early?”
“Well, I actually just woke up and it’s Nov. 1 tomorrow. We’ll be visiting the cemetery later, so, we’re gonna pack up things in a few. I’ll text you later, okay? :)”
“Okay. Take care! :)”
So, that’s how I started my day. Waking up.. with a message from him just makes me happy. I can’t even remove the smile on my face while eating my breakfast.
My Aunt is preparing the dishes at their house, so they told me to just relax and prepare myself before lunch time. So, I just took my pillow and blanket to the sofa with y cup of coffee and a book. I was lying in the sofa and reading the book when I decided to text him, again.
“Hey, I have nothing to do. Lol. I am justing reading my book. :D”
I continue to read my book. It’s about a girl who is good at giving advice and making people happy. I heard my phone beep but before I opened the message, I fell asleep, again.
“Will you get up there? We cancelled the before lunch meet up, it’s already past 2 and you’re asleep there. C’mon, get up! and get ready.”
I thanked God that I already chose what to wear for tonight. I went straight to the bathroom, bathed and changed. Took my book, phone and wallet and put them to my bag. After an hour and a half, I was ready to go.
It took us an hour to go there because of th heavy traffic and strict security officers. When we got there, just had a few small talk with my relatives but after a while, I took my comfy place and started reading and reading and reading. I just stopped when it was to dark to read. I placed my book in my bag, sighing, ‘cause now I have nothing to do.
“Denyze, help your cousin buy those.. what are those, anyway?”
“Okay. Lol. I can handle that… C’mon, Lianne let’s buy you a wand.”
We went to the guy selling these toys and necklaces with lights. Then i saw a girl wearing head band with lighting-small-purple horns. I asked the guy selling those items but he said that they are all sold out. It made my heart drop.
We walked back to our place.
“Thanks! Hey, Dear, your phone is ringing awhile ago.”
Took my phone and saw: 3 unread message/s;1 missed call/s
“Lol. I thought you’re gonna pack up?”
“Let me guess, you fell asleep? What time did you sleep last night(or morning), anyway?”
“Hey. Are you already in the cemetery? Take care. Smile. :)”
Then I replied..
“I can’t smile right now.”
~ My heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged~
“So, what’s wrong?”
“OMG. Why did you call? *laughs* It’s actually nothing!”
“But you said you can’t smile?”
“Yes, because I was not able to buy the headband with purple horns!”
“Okay. I gotta go now. Bye.”
Okay. That was just stupid. It’s just 8 o’clock in the evening and I don’t have my headband with purple horns, I can’t read because it’s too dark, I have nothing to do.. and he’s mad.
I spent my 3 hour, going around the cemetery with my little cousins to go trick or treating and to play candles. At least I have made them happy when I can’t be happy.
It’s already 11 o’clock, and he still hasn’t texted me.
“Hey, you mad? Sorry. :(“
Tick, tock. Tick, tock. Tick, tock. I was just waiting for 12 o’clock so I can start waiting for 1 o’clock. I sighed. Spell lame.
5 minutes before 12, my cousin ran and they asked me to go get her. So, I got up and ran towards her. Then I heard someone,
I turned around and saw him there, standing, looking good in his signature V-neck shirt and jeans. He walked towards me with his hands on his back, and read the text on my shirt.
“Boo! Happy Halloween.”
When he revealed what he was holding. It was the headband I saw earlier! He put it on my head and looked at me in the eye..
“So, can you smile now?”
I laughed and mouthed no.
And I gave him the sweetest smile I have. <3
Grabe. Toni, ano yang suot mo? Costume din pang-Giant Festival? Yan yung Big Fiesta?
It doesn’t mean that if you’re loved back, you’re automatically taken for granted. It’s nature’s rule. You can’t assume that the person you will love already loves you or something. And I don’t know what I just said right nao. :D
So, to sum it all up. We don’t need to be loved back by the one we love. It’s okay if you don’t like us or something like that but please, don’t act like you like us today then tomorrow you’re just gonna ignore us.
Yeah, it’s okay to be hurt because of loving
always sometimes but it is just unacceptable when he/she does really intended to hurt you.
You’re the best thing that’s yet to be mine.