Posts tagged college.

Since I started my first year in college, I’ve become inactive here in my blog. Mostly because I’m afraid people will judge me by the changes that occurred to me, and also because often, I find my thoughts scattered and I just can’t compile and put them all down in a blog post.

A lot of things happened to me for the past 10 months, I can say that I’ve had some of the most memorable days of my life and some of the most horrible days of my life during this period. I’ve become my strongest, I’ve become my weakest.

Maybe I’ve been lost.. but they say, if you’re lost it means you know where you should be it just so happened that you’re not there. In my case, I didn’t where I am, I didn’t know where I should be and the most awful part is I didn’t know where I want to be.

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My course-mate brought this at class today. I miss my HS friends so bad. :( (esp these guys + + )

Nagppenspin pa siya wholeee day. I think, I’m going to attend our class reunion na.. 

Favorite outfit of the week: dark jeans, black top with studded denim blazer <3

And lately I just feel like… ugh. Thank God, I’m with her. :)

Sayyyy hello to my Rhency! Belated happy birthday! <3

So last Saturday I had my first ever long exam in my Major subject *drumrooooolls*, Stat114! :) I was really happy in how I did though, I still don’t know my score…

Anyway, after that I had lunch with Anthony and Marcus then we decided to go to Moonleaf. Then back to UPD and theeeeeeeeeeeeeeen, Pampanga!!! 

So here’s how my long weekend went:

  • Brother told me we have no internet connections.
  • Died. 
  • Woke up.
  • Had the usual breakfast in the afternoon: Toast and coffee!!!
  • Watched Clueless (finally!!)
  • Slept aloooooot. (13 hours, 6 hours, 12 hours!)
  • Watched “Letters To Juliet” again! :>
  • Read TFIOS (oh this book <3)
  • Finished HIMYM S01 and half of TW S01
  • Watched “Bandslam”!
  • Painted my nails (mermaid nails hihi)
  • Drew Ariel! :)
  • Tried to study and failed.
  • Went to my Tita’s.

Soooooooo, hey! I missed Tumblr. :)

Grabe. Next week, isasama ko na sa pagbubudget ko ang load. =)))) Grabe, masyadong napaggagastusan. =))) Bawas isang lunch. =)))))))))))

You guys don’t know how much I miss tumblr. I miss the fangirl me, the blog-everything-happened-today me. I miss it more than anything. 

I feel different. I think, I am different.. both good and bad way.

I miss being the old me. And it sucks sometimes.. like right now.

:-|

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UP Diliman Freshie Concert 2012!
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Oh this night

(via unibersidadngpilipinas)

To do list

  • Eng 1
  1. Giving Directions
  2. Transitive and Intransitive Verbs (Activity)
  3. Synonyms and Antonyms of the Words (from the Poem)
  • Bio 1
  1. Watch “Unlocking the Mysteries of Life” (again) and write a summary/reaction paper.
  2. Try… to understand anything. ( :/ )
  • Math 17
  1. Answer the activities.
  2. Review for the first quiz.
  • Stat 114
  1. Review for the first quiz.
Oooh, and did I mention that I’m just about to start? Cramming, that’s what I am best at and that’s the way I roll ~

Good news: Kilala na niya ako..

Bad news: ..dahil lang napahiya ako. 

06/11/12 | First Day @ UPD (with Nika)

Look at me and my Nika being cute and adorable. :>

Yes, I’m blogging from our dorm. And yes, I really want to go home to Pampanga already. :S More posts tomorrow and somehow ~happy~ stories! 

And I’m going off now. Hope y’all are doing fine, lovelies. <3

I never really expected that going to Diliman would be easy. I know it’ll be hard but I really didn’t imagine that the things that would make every waking moment of my life a living hell is the pressure and obligation put in our shoulders. 

I walk around the campus and I see different kinds of people but I really really envy the ones who walk, stand and talk with so much confidence. It’s only been days since I stayed here but I feel like.. I’m not ready to be here, and when I make a little mistake with the direction or the choice of word or something.. I feel like I don’t deserve to be here.

The pressure is holding me back from doing anything I used to do. I really wanna study but it’s not really in me to study. So, why do something against what your heart wants, right? I’d rather do all of their Math homeworks than answer mine ahead of time. I don’t know. It’s not really.. me.

So, I actually helped everybody with their Math 17 homework and here I am with my pencil, notebook and the my blank paper.