I am scared and excited. I don’t know what I’m feeling.. all I know is that this is all new to me. Oh good lord, please let this end in a nice way where I would be happy, for once, please.

Since I started my first year in college, I’ve become inactive here in my blog. Mostly because I’m afraid people will judge me by the changes that occurred to me, and also because often, I find my thoughts scattered and I just can’t compile and put them all down in a blog post.

A lot of things happened to me for the past 10 months, I can say that I’ve had some of the most memorable days of my life and some of the most horrible days of my life during this period. I’ve become my strongest, I’ve become my weakest.

Maybe I’ve been lost.. but they say, if you’re lost it means you know where you should be it just so happened that you’re not there. In my case, I didn’t where I am, I didn’t know where I should be and the most awful part is I didn’t know where I want to be.

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