Anyway, I have 6 messages and I’m too tired to answer them, so, maybe tomorrow? :)
May 2012
Anvaya Cove, sand, sea water, waves, sun-kissed skin. I am in love <3
Shit makes me wanna cry. Pain here and there. I screwed every relationship. I left my past lovers for him/her. I tried to love someone else, but I just blew up the relationship and ended up liking him/her more. It's not addiction, I try to contain it. And sometimes, I put myself under quarantine from this boy/girl. People say he/she doesn't even have a good attitude. The fuck is it with him/her? :(
Sometimes, emotions just screw you over and let you love this really undeserving person and you just sit there and cry in pain.
In this case, you need to always, always, always to watch yourself. I don’t think it’s really good to go and enter a relationship while you still like him/her. That person will just be your second choice.. forever. It’ll stay like that and just imagine how much it’ll hurt him/her.
All I can suggest is try to have fun even though he/she’s making your life miserable. Just don’t let this stop you do the things you love and make you happy. Then.. it’s either you get used to it or it wears off. But it’ll take time, honey. >:(<
I may do all of those things that you said. But..but..I can't imagine myself forgetting him/her. I really don't know. It's like he/she has a way of getting into my head without even trying. It gets pretty awkward sometimes. Sometimes, I see that he/she likes me. A little later, he/she does not. I hate it. I hate me. :(
You can sulk into sadness all you want but never ever hate yourself.
It’s not impossible for him/her to like you but would you really like to have someone who likes you one minute then don’t even give a shit about you the next? Would you really like someone who keeps your hopes up and then let you down? Would you really like someone like that?
If you really wanna get over this, resist him/her. Little by little, try to remove him/her from your system. If he/she tries to talk to you, be casual but don’t be “into” the conversation.
You’ll have someone, not now but maybe someday. And when he/she comes you’ll be happier than ever and you’ll realize this person is just another bump along the way.
You are worth something more, anon. :)
Yeah, he/she is not worth it. That's what they say. I convince myself that he/she is not too but I just can't. He/she is not worthy, but it's him/her that I want so bad. I get jealous even though I have no right to be. I know you know that it sucks like heck.
I totally know the feeling. It makes me sick just trying to remember..
It’ll be hard. Harder than how it looks to other people. Not because someone’s just not “worthy” of you, it makes forgetting him/her easy. It’ll even make you feel stupid for even liking him/her but remember this, you’re not.
It’ll take time but it’s not impossible. Put your head into something you love doing, time consuming and just really fun. Go out or talk to your friends more often than usual. Find more books to read. Find a new band or a new artist and listen to his/her/their stuff. Play dress up and feel pretty. Anything ‘til you realize that there’s more to life than sulking into loneliness brought to you by some stupid guy/girl who doesn’t see your worth.
And to being to jealous.. just try to live your life without them. Start with simple little things, stop reading their blogs (if they have one), stop looking at their photos.
Kinda busy tonight but I’m sticking around for anon. I know that feeling and it’s not really pretty.. oh well, I’ll just stay in my inbox. ~
I feel like crying. But I don't show it. I see things that crush me from the insides. I can't talk to him/her 'cause I know that he/she would just probably ignore me. "Balewala" in your language. I feel shitty and shit. I can't do a thing. Please, tag damselanon so that I can find your replies more quickly. Thanks. I just need someone to talk to and I think you're the best.
You know, what I probably learned from all these problems and shits is.. if he/she doesn’t care enough to talk to you or even just notice that you’re not okay, he/she is not worth it.
You have 2 possible choices, first is to accept it all and just try to ignore the pain (or get used to it.)
Or you can let it all go. Just forget him/her, find your way out of it. You only live once, right? Why not make the most out of it and just be happy? :) *hugs*
How do you do it? You know, handle stress and shit.
Oh, you know.. First, I cry it all out then I blog it out (or sometimes write it down). I go to the bed with a fluffy pillow and stuffed toys and then watch a pretty good film. If I still don’t feel good after this, I go to my friends. And then.. they’ll know what to do. Haha
But when it comes to my problems that I know I can never solve, I just try to accept it and get used to it. Well, stress is part of my life.
ew phillip phillips lol
Feel free to close the tab and to never visit my blog. :)
Asked why he agreed to endorse Penshoppe, Efron said he always loved the Philippines.
“I have a lot of friends that are from the Philippines. They are my Philippine connection,” he said.
“Oh yeah, my ex-girlfriend is half-Filipino,” he added, referring to “High School Musical” co-star Vanessa Hudgens.
MY EX-GIRLFRIEND. EX. EX. EX. I CAN’T ACCEPT THIS FACT. NO. NEVER. I DON’T THINK I CAN EVER MOVE ON AND GET OVER THE FACT THAT THEY BROKE UP ALREADY.
Sorry, I just can’t.
Can somebody just do the guitar flip in front of me? It’s just so.. flipping cool *u*
